girls gonna be guuuurls

sometimes i feel so...... girly 


its not a bad thing , its kinda fun to be a girlygirl every once in a while . 


i get the house to myself from 2-430 ish . what to do today ? apparently my nails, hair, makeup(which i sont ususally wear), look at clothes, shop online, workout, snack, facebook, BLOG, and the best: dance around my room, hahahah, what a stereotypical 16 year old girl! in fact, i think im gonna go read for a little and do my homework, psyche, i dont feel like it, but i HAVE to, uuugggh , and in this girly motivation, i might actually do it. 


maybe being grounded is part of my problem -____-


oh well , i think im going to get back to my magazines and surfing the net :P

cyberbullies suck

i really dislike when people bash each other- especially online ! 
1-  if you don't have anything nice , collect your thoughts , think about why you feel this way , and explain that to them ! 
              if you don't think about it before you blurt it out , often times you'll sound so dumb and just plain rude ! 
its one thing to have an opinion, but whats your justification ? 
2- what is your purpose of saying something ? 
              theres no point in being rude just to be rude ! let them be who they are even though you may not like it    
HELL0 the world doesn't revolve around you , they're not out to please you . HOWEVER . if you are     
saying it because you generally care and want to help change the person - for the better - then you need to say it nicely... why would someone listen to a rude person ? 
3- if you HAVE to say something , say it in person .
              alot of communication is through body language which you don't get via Internet and texting. and if you're online you cant see and hear how the person is saying it so its hard to be completely clear


but besides that ^ people are just writing nasty stuff all over the place . no one wants to read about how some 'skank needs to close her legs' uh hey mrs.coolstatus- tell that 'skank' to close her legs because shes gonna get an std and maybe she will . 


being mean is not cool , especially when its for no reason . 


wheres the peace&<3 , man ?

new years eve sesh!

a  t i m e  t o . . .   r e f l e c t 


2011.
man, what a year. 
ups and downs, so many of each! 
i think this past year has been so good to me just because (due to some crazy inspiration?? drugs hehe) i went thru so much self actualization, i feel much more of my own person. it also made me realize how screwed up and cruel society can be, but as long as you stay true to yourself.... anyway, not to get too off topic..
twenty11- i made mistakes which i now see i shouldn't have done but its all good now, 2011 is closing hopefully these mishaps dont chase me to 2012! 


g o o d  t i m e s 


very plentiful.
summer11? forsuuure!! may have been the best part of the year
as for the badtimes, the worst was my cat aceys death, around two am after my birthday. another bad thing was all the times i was grounded for grades :( and failing both of my AP tests! oh and today -___-
but back to funtimes.... theres more good than bad this year,
its funny how i started listing everything and was just like screw it . too many memories this year to name, not complaining tho.

2012 COME AT ME BRO

everything happens for a reason

or so they say .
they also say it cant get any worse from here.
whoever 'they' are, i hope what they say is true.
my friends mother found needles in her yard. i'll admit, we do love maryjane but thats so far from heroin! these needles arent ours but aparently my parents had to get involved.
my parents got a call from her mom and im now viewed as a lying junkie by my mother.
not a good feeling.
a horrible way to end the year, but assuming "they're" right about my problems, i cant wait til 2012.

official blogger?

to answer the titles question, no, i wouldn't qualify myself as a blogger yet. give me a couple weeks of frequently posting, then we'll see.
i feel like i could be a great blogger- i have acquired fair writing skills through ten years of schooling in english- however my biggest difficulty will be figuring what to write about.
if i have a splurge of good topic ideas should i blog about them all? should i pick just one a day? and what if no one reads my blog? wouldnt having it be pointless? but then again, it could be a way to collect my thoughts.
oh the mysteries of blogging.
so i guess this will be my first blog entry, seems kinda lame, but how else should i have started?
it will only get better from here.